if you have dreams or visions,do not ignore them. embrace what you are shown.

everyone has a psychic mind,most ignore it though.

what you see in your sleep,is not bullshit,it is something that needs to be seen by you.

do not cast that away,it might save your life one day.>>>>>A.J.

if you see me then blind me.

when you feel my heartbeat then stop it cold.

you know that i am breathing,fill my lungs with water.

you hear my words so cut my throat.

if you can touch my hands then sever them.

if i can hear my for my words then burn my ears.

when you taste me,then pull out my tounge.

you smell my sweat so can you break my nose.

if you leave then i will wait as my empty shell dies.>>>>>>A.J.

 

how is it that no matter how hard i try to bring happiness,i only bring sorrow,destruction and despair.

i only want happiness for others and yet i only destroy everything i touch.

is it my calling to bring on war,is it what i was born to accomplish in my lifetime.

i am a soldier at heart yet my compassion for others halts my thoughts on joining the ongoing war machine in far off lands.yet my job is to upgrade the very equipment that is heading up this war. i love my job though.

i am truly sorry for the pain i bring in the hearts of others,i am only trying to help.>>>>>A.J.

 

i bring grey to the bluest skies,

i am the shadow in the room of light,

i am the middle ground that starts the fights,

but i will die for what i believe is right.>>>>>A.J.

you need to find a way through life,you cant just wander.

you will know true friends in life and then grow fonder.

nothing else matters each day in life,so long as you have honor.

find the true paved ways in life,follow the great blue yonder.

cherish the good days in life,one day we will all be goners.>>>>>>>A.J.